Scenes drawing scenes. Working out trysts in terror. That I got w emily? Dah everyone.
Darkness at spec of lawn…
Beckett gets into smallness so do I it has to do with expanding around as well as drilling down — to a point which by the way is a big bang. Isn’t it. Cioran has a thing about it so its on my mind.
Haul maul tall scale wail fail hail wail nail. Top.
Tip. Thats a joyce jar, achar ism. Got Fat from rollers. These things were really important. That I could jump from tip to get fat and not blunder under horrors with bale of assassins?
No integrate assassins into in-betweeners and storm the loops.
Laugh and Cry
Come on now he is flipping off workers. We want to be able to laugh at our leaders.
Chants for freedom from autocracy is going on — in a lot of places. Our leader not popular. Except with Iranians right now…
All around us are arming against him.
Editorial on right says what is happening with Ice is partly our fault. And we say, look at them. Militarized. Take all that shit off, get warrants, no excessive force, switch police thugs beating people up, for fun.
Cause its Trump who loves it. We know now how deeply back this kind of enjoyment he gets goes with him. Do we believe it. What do the girls say. I believe them… It seems so outrageous that the right can call it a lie. Just like all the other ones.
We dont want ICE. In this way. Too violent too stupid too busy being assholes to everyone.
Kids in schools too.
Beating people up. Clubs and guns. Citizens too. Proud Boys out to get us… Trumps militia. Is trump gonna go iran-like on us — Am I glad he is threatening Iran. If it stopped the massacre, sure.
He gave finger to a FORD worker. And gets booed everywhere he goes. The only place I see or hear about a lot of support for him, is online. He has supporters on line that are real. Part of why I argue with them.
AI is very good at repetitive responses. Others too.
The Lot
Those guys attended the parties.
Says trump — really warped. And Briggs. And he is the fault of Trump’s shitload. Oooh boy thats a fact to save. I have a part of me that finds it hard to avoid horror.
Steal and then kill girls. Thats old as dickheads.
To listen to it is like reading Elmore Leonard who could go there in his fiction… as to cruelty and hunger of its greed always involves girls somehow?
Pross and toss…violence and money, many girls grow up there? Kirks wife … Melania even to some extent. Tho I think it grosses her out. I just do. More than say Mrs. Kirk.
On facebook there are confessionals of many girls who made through… Some are beautiful and were not treated like dogs (to kill) but cortesans, THOUGH theyw ere sold off by mom when very young.
And sold again and again…
French master servants erotica stuff arent about children. Always includes the rich? Yeah it does.
I snuck it in… Euro Erotica… Thought of it as research. Anais Nin and all. Was writing a french mimicry on it for islamic suicide bomber, whose ghost wakes up in a brothel in legal nevada. And starts to have compassion for the girls…
Never finished it.
I consider some of this artwork as Lacanian!
But its in Pynch — twice I think. But one is chained to bed and the other — german towered with the rich and had partners… dreams I call: the box.
But we have heard about these parties with the young boys too in afghanistan. Sometimes men are more comfortable with it. I’ve met young boys here doing “it” for money but not beat up at all. Fed. And brought along their girlfriends. I visited with demi mondaine all sides.
But the white slave trade… Snuff films!!! All the young girls died or killed themselves. Girls girls babes in arms STOP STOP No….
I watch how the cult dances around it. I had to find out. Intrude on their space now and then. One kind of got giggly making fun of me talking about it. Says its all lies.
Rotate
Ice is mostly in it for the money.
And it is excessive force and Supreme Court knows it.
Ohhh should Thomas excuse himself… Dear Dr. Robert!! We want his dicky tocky ticky out of wh and ice normalized.
Dems talking about not getting rid of but — getting back to just being Feds, because support about immigration busting is 40/40.
But localized knocking on doors and dragged out and beat up at checkpoints and kidnapping moms and leaving car middle of street with baby in back…
Tear gas around schools and crashing cars ITS FUCK what good tv.
GET FBI back to normal. Negotiate and pass immigration bill. Impeach trump oh would you could you.
Senate you must say NO to Greenland. We cant take over Cuba. What are they negotiating with Cuba about?
What end up like Israel or Russia. At war with neighbors. And it is of OUR OWN MAKING.
Or
Or —— is but in french! BUT — or MEANS but in Fr. That tingles my scissors.
Most of the crowds are white. Not completely. Lots of women. Kids Men Families. Whole high schools. Crowds are staying big, getting bigger.
Local cops and school principles yelling them out. Local police tearing off their masks. Some laws on that now. And some even cuffing them.
There is no LEFT WING left at WH…hah ahahha.
Which side of American Christianity is gonna win this one. Talarico or Trump?
Hack Ack
Oh academica.
Or meaning but — pricks and kicks is about mocking the misery/mystery.
If I stuff mock / cock — between two hack acks its concentric relay of humor.
I am kind of a hack ack too. Short stories get in on all that, because of Critical Theory dept of NYPL. Glorious.That I marauded.
Scening am I suddenly : get back too. Am I allowed to enjoy? Letting it form its own filter? Pulling at it like nubbies on its sweater, pawing lightly, sleuthing. Picking things off.
Free Da.
Acker and rimbaud both steal, sorry I obsess about this, underneath poking around acker frays off now, s beat it off me fahh.
Can kicking. Working now on four books. Some poetry is “hard” on the misty cull dragon. Some short stories are stalking language like under a rushing spigot and raiding the tin and hurling topsy. And yet. Its Driven to Points of Compulsion and Intensity.
Dirigibles I think Burroughs called them.
Whatever that means. Crash tops in the immediacy are decimations crashing through rhetoric. They are physical. Pain is rain. Joyce is there too…
Pieces are integrants. Preups to novel even. Novel takes it into new territory.
Title is body of hate surface of love. That title you see is academic too. Burroughs did stuff like that for his… books extended across char. He could group language into logic see saw on it, S could too.
I needed to know. If it was funny also.
I played it out through insta art and caca research and also religious historical philo books I did flippers trying to figure out the pieces I was writing. But its curious to me, I am not doing that anymore.
Am not doing now. Miracle of exchange one chapter is called. And it had intimacy in it, stole fr S.
Some of it really really trite embarr s lipped me.
But I did it anyway, grew out of run ons telling on myself in ways made me giggle.
S said elsewhere: important — let yrself be fool. And as usual he was right.
Tools for fools —
Let it relish as much as freedom. Fools fart at st regis. Its problematic the intake of Irish humor and Beckett’s char’s nose in butt of statue at post office. And his friend having to keep him in control grab him off for a drink.
Is it safe
Is it safe. With all the protesters. Yeah protesters keep it safer. Yes. Often stops them from being able to kidnap someone.
They go somewhere to eat then steal away with the help who served them!!!
But we also put ICE kind on the run we stand up and block them and honk and whistle —
They say thats what makes lads worse.
We want a NEGOTIATION on this. Its not just about money. Ok Surveillance, but NO TO ICE excessive force.
Its like killing those kids, if thats true. Jan 6 all around us now, led by the Proud Boys.